I came back to the hospital that night to spend some time with you. Both sets of your grandparents were on their way to see us. I wanted to be so stro...g for you. I wanted to shelter you from the pain that you didn't even know yet. I fed you for the first time that night. Gently in my arms, you looked at me as the bottle found your lips and you softly suckled at it intently. Such a beauty, your mother would have been proud of you.My parents were the first to arrive there that night. Just after. One night Debbie had been more insistent than usual that Charisse come out with her and the boys, but Charisse again refused as politely as possible. She wanted to do some reading for a special report in Professor Forbes' psychology class which she had to write and hand in the next day."Okay, Miss Goody Two-Shoes," Debbie had sneered, "I'll leave you a couple of my special scoop-books so that you can look through them later. They'll give you an idea of what you're missing... "The photos in this. To survive this marriage she had to not submit to him. In time, she hoped he’d grow tired of her and send her back to her father. Arabella didn’t know any of the people that were at her wedding. Smiling gracefully at them was so hard. Some reality TV show stars couldn’t stop snapping pictures of her wedding gown and her million dollar ring. They were probably tweeting about it, she thought. When things calmed down a little bit, she rushed to the bathroom. Closing the door, she threw up. God,. You know how it is."Erika nodded. "Are you and Kelly on the rocks again?" To the public eye, John Travolta seemed to have a happy loving marriage, but as his friend, Erika knew it wasn't always like that. In the past she had heard rumors that John sometimes cruised bars, dancing and hanging out. His career's in limbo right now too, Erika mused. So of course he'd be trying to combat depression like I am by doing fun things. I wonder if it's working out any better for him than it is for me."We're.