She even winked at me.When we got completely out of the building, Jewel rounded on me and said, "Are you crazy, flirting with the Executive Assistant ...f the ABP?" It was harmless, Jet! I just thought it would lighten the mood a little." Just remember, what I said to Jenn, you belong to me, buster. Go ahead and flirt all you want, just don't get caught with your pants down, or I'll have you emasculated ... in front of Mary Ann." Yes, dear ... let's call Mom and Dad, and tell them we are going to. When he and Bill brought over the set up, I saw it and cried.’ ‘It was just another reminder of how I had screwed up a couple of other lives besides my own. Dad and your uncle shed a tear too, but they were working hard to not let me see. I just wailed as Bill set up the webcams in the living room, kitchen and Little Freddie’s room.’ ‘He showed me how to access it from an old laptop that he gave me. He also warned me to review each baby sitting session in its entirety to be sure that little. Johnson, are we ready to have these babies?" The doctor said walking into the operating room. "This is going to be a quick operation so everyone be ready." The doctor said to the assembled medical staff. Sam had our two babies naturally so seeing all of the people in the operating room was a bit surprising.Ashlee, lying on the table with a blue curtain across her chest and her arms stretched out with IV tubes stuck in them managed to say "YES!" firmly.I was right at her head, on her right. The. I took note of all of these, and got Amanda to give me a detailed account of Mark Wyndham's role in trying to save her so that I'd be sure to mention them when we had our 'formal' celebration.The saddest part of the day, of course, was when we held a short funeral service for our fallen comrades. I tried, again, to remind folks to celebrate their lives, and not be too saddened by their deaths, but such words are little comfort to loved ones and friends who will never again see one who was dear.