Fortunately, the widow Mason was able hide her growing belly until after I got my discharge papers from the Sergeant Major at Parade at the end of the...month and we made a hasty retreat from the fort before the Colonel could suspect we were considering a path other than the military. Apparently, they were sending another two troops of Cavalry to join his command and he suspected that he might be getting a star to put on his shoulder because of the added responsibility. I was one of the few. Blood rushed to my face and I turned around to abruptly walk away from him. But, that night I couldn’t get his proposal out of my head. I thought about how flattering it was to be asked. I thought about how many times he must have looked at me with lascivious thoughts. I wondered if he had ever gone to sleep fantasizing about me. The thought of being a turn-on for him began to make me feel warm. I have acted out exhibitionist tendencies before. Once, before I was married, I had gone into a. .hum na bhut doctors ko cheack kar waya or woo sab dr ya hei khata tha ka sab kuch normal hai means hum dono main koi problem nahi ha .lakin us ka bawajood mara husband muja pregnent nahi kar paa raha thaa, main family waloon ka tana sun sun kar tang ay chuki thee or husband bhi divorce dainay ka liye tayaar thaa,or khata ka ager child na huwa too main tum ko choor doon ga main bhut pershan rahney lagi thee. Mari aik cousion ko Allah na rahmat ka farishta bana kar UK sa baj dia ,woo muj sa. He didn’t say anything. I found out later Ed was the guard, to keep people who weren’t supposed to be there from just wandering into the building. Like drug dealers and prostitutes.I had not known drug dealers (or drugs, for that matter) even existed, and the idea of women getting paid to fornicate just blew my mind. I learned a lot over the next week, as I found out what life outside the walls of a convent is like. At least life in a city like [redacted].I had to learn to call Sister Olivia.