All I ever did was whatever she told me, and only then just enough to get by.I called Ryan about half an hour ago now. His was the only number I could...remember without my cell phone. He wasn’t happy about being woken up, and he made sure to remind me that most people have jobs. I apologized, and grovelled, but in the end he wasn’t able to come get me. His family was in town and his place was full already. He said he would call around and get someone else to come grab me. I could only sit and. Later on when we left for home we drove without saying much. I again sat with my body facing him. I made sure my knees were facing him and my body and face were turned towards his. Again I showed him the tops of my stocking when I got into the car and left them showing this time.As we came to my neighborhood he pulled over and stopped the car. Then before I could ask why we stopped he asked: “So when do you plan to ask him again? I mean even day that goes by you are becoming more, and more. The food is good and you talk and talk about really nothing but it is fun all the same. Both of you seem to be avoiding the fact he is leaving and that you are going to class shortly, it has been a fun and interesting couple of days. Neither of you really want it to end but he has to leave and you have to be in school and here so it is goodbye soon enough. After you eat and enjoy some nice tiramisu for desert, he pays the check, leaving a fairly big tip for the waiter and stands up. Holding out. I needed to have first, last and deposit. 2,400 bucks. I went to catch the bus but had just missed it. Fuck, not wanting to be late I called a cab, to make it over the hill and to the city it would cost me 200 dollars, I had to do it even though I would be short, hopefully he would let me slide. When I arrived I was 15 minutes late, I knocked and a man who looked to be about 55 or so answered, he said that I was lucky i got there when I did because he thought i was a no show and was about to.