‘But the thing is, I’m having difficulties staying calm and keeping myself at a distance.’ I saw Mary studying my face and then she said ‘Well... you’re not calm at all are you? Frankly I’d say you look all hot and bothered’. My face grew red as I nodded ‘Yes, that pretty much sums it up’. Susan shook her head slightly and Rose smiled at me and took my hand. ‘Well I’m happy for you’ she said. ‘I’d be happier if she told us whether she’d tested his strength yet or not’ Mary said, clearly. "Can't you let me win once?" Do you really want me to LET you win?" Well, no. If you've got the card, play it. I want to savor my victory over you and know that I really earned it." Smart girl." And then my warm smile at Anna turned into a fierce grin as I prepared to win yet another hand.Two minutes later, Anna threw down her last card and hopped up and down, giggling like a carefree girl with her victory. She reached over and hugged me, saying "Ha-ha! Gotcha!"I hugged her back, and then. After about a half an hour, I could feel a warm sensation come across my body in waves. It felt really good. I suddenly found everything to be funny and was laughing uncontrollably. I had only tripped twice before and this time the effects were kicking in much faster. About an hour later I was tripping hard. Those 'shrooms Lindsey had gotten were really kicking in and I was starting to freak out. Everything that was going on around me was beginning to be too much to handle. I went back to my. I saidnothing until everyone was present and I had served coffee. Then Istarted."Thank you all for coming. I have something personal I want to sharewith you. It's a bit unusual and I will understand if what I have to saycauses you a problem. However, I feel I have to do this." I paused,seeing the puzzlement in everyone's eyes. I plunged on; "There is noeasy way to say this, so I'll just come out with it; I am a cross-dresser." There I've done it. My secret is out in the open at last!I.