I needto have a Kleenex or two on hand."What a great way to start the day," he said."Just the first of the day," I replied, placing the wet tissues on...thebedside table.He brushes my hair to one side and kisses me. This is more than justsex.The crazy thing is that I did not always want to be a girl. Now, inthis moment, I would not be anything else.It started with a dare. It was supposed to be a costume for a party.Dressing in drag. Then my girlfriend at the time said, "We won't need awig. . She could hear the other girl crying and begging for them to stop but one of the girls yelled out loud that it was initiation week for her and she would pay dearly if she didn't do as she was told.Lori decided it was time for her to go out and break this up, as an adult she needed to take control of the situation. Lori came out of the stall and seen that this black girl had this younger and smaller girl on the bathroom floor with the girls face on the ground making her lick the bottom of her. The way I see it he'd slap me silly." So he wasn't perfect, but you're wrong. Wouldn't you say he knew heroes if anyone did?"I shrugged."Well, he once said the real hero is the man who fights even though he is scared. Those were his exact words. Isn't that what you did?" You've got the scared part right! But did you have to call me a hero and get it in the paper? The article's bad enough. Couldn't you have kept the whole thing quiet? They managed to do that with The Worm." Who's the worm? Oh,. I want you in the film askingme to fuck mom".I shivered again at that word and than James laughed. Apparently Johnhad undressed:"OH YEAH! That's rich old timer. I'm sure that will add a bit oflevity to the play. Mom laughing at your pencil prick while I fuck myhorse up her guts."There was a quiet pause on what I would begin to think of as my stage asI tried to remain silent and out of sight. I had managed to apply somecologne on my neck and talc under my arms. I was a wreck as this wasbecoming.