The first was Mark's work. His job demanded an immense dedication — he worked long hours, sometimes starting so early in the day, that Sarah would a...aken to find him missing from their bed, even from the apartment. Other times, he would be working late long after Sarah had gone to bed. Mark would slip in so quietly that he wouldn't even wake Sarah (who admittedly slept like a log!), but he would still be asleep the next morning long after Sarah had left for work. She would bend down and kiss. I had to sit on my hands. The urge to strangle him was too powerful otherwise. – ‘She told you, did she?’ was the first thing he said. – ‘Why would you do that, Massimo?’ I asked. – ‘Do what?’ – ‘Tell her about the bet. You realize that you forfeit.’ I tossed the napkin on the table. – ‘Hey, that’s no forfeit. She already knew.’ he said. – ‘What do you mean ‘She already knew’?’ – ‘She already knew about the bet.’ – ‘How?’ Massimo shrugged. ‘I dunno. She figured it out. She’s smart. It. He said the only place he could control himself is on the bus. So I leaned in and as I did he grabbed me and kissed me with the most passion I have ever been kissed with. I stood back and his eyes told it all he wanted me right then and there but I knew I should not do that. I went to sit at one of the seats. "Was the kiss a bad thing to do?" I asked. He never answered he just stood up, walked towards me and all I could see is the moon light shining in on the dark bus and I saw his eyes. They. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her closet and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open's it reviling vibrators, dildos all sorts of sexy things.She looks me in the eyes and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my face, looking for a reaction. I have to admit I felt quite inept for a moment. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It's been hard for me but I've always felt more female then male. I just never.