It was the way his clothes always smelled of grass. And the last puff of a cigarette on his breath. And he knew my body before he knew me. And he knew...exactly what I needed.On my back the stars witnessed the man I hardly know. How he unbuttoned me. Not just my shirt, or my pants, or my undergarments. He opened pieces of my soul. And every time his fingers slipped one of the buttons from the hole, I felt myself unthaw. He his breath placed heat upon my chest and melted my heart. With his mouth,. I told him the truth how I had fantasized about them both taking me, using me like a woman should. It would be our secret and one that we could easily keep. I mentioned that I was on the pill something my mother would have been horrified over as she is a good catholic who did not believe in contraception. Luckily I went to see a doctor with out her knowledge when my periods were heavy and painful. He recommended the pill to regulate them. So I told the boys I was baby proof and. I had never seen Suki yell at our mom like that. I had always seen her be really nice to our mom. Then again she had been nice to me when she really hated me. I was about to say something when I felt a pain in my stomach. I yelled out and then I passed out. The next thing I remember was waking up and feeling a hand holding onto mine. I looked to my hand then I searched for the one who belonged to the hand that held mine.“Asuna?” I asked.“Oh thank God. You had me worried. You had us all. Neil and I grew a little distant over the last couple of weeks. He would occasionally work very late nights and we didn't talk as much as we normally would. I started having my suspicions that he might be having an affair, but so was I so I never brought it up. The curiosity always lingered though.One week dad had planned a weekend getaway for him and I that we told our significant others was a business trip. We were waiting at the airport when my dad got a phone call explaining that one of his.