I was melting with lust and wanted him to fuck me so bad I started to grind and moan and said come on honey FUCK ME! He winked at me and just started ...o work his hands down my sides over my tummy and kissing his way all the way down. I was so fucking horny I said come honey lets fuck! He just stared into my eyes and worked his way down between my legs working one hand up to my tits and the other rubbing my pussy hair. I was squirming and moaning in total lust by the time he finally worked his. Don’t think I haven’t warned him plenty of times. I saw one of those chastity tubes on the internet and I might just order one to keep Roger from playing with himself until he’s permitted. I don’t really want to do that to Roger. I prefer having mental control over him rather than depend on a device like I mentioned. This all started early this year when Roger pointed out a web site called Desperate White Wives. There were stories written by a real housewife named Karen Kay. She writes. There-was a new computer thatplayed, they said, like Kasparov. The ad in Chess Today claimed it beatsa master in fifty moves. I could beat it. I had a secret move I had beenworking on. Why not sit in the sun and play Sicilian defenses?She inhaled deeply as I lighted her cigarette. Choke, bitch. I gave hermy "B" smile.The wealthy Mrs. Dalton had the tall, bland, chiseled looks you might seein an beauty shop magazine advertisement for Swedish soap products. She'dlook about the same at fifty-four. And it got worse for me, I tried to argue with her and I accidentallysaid, "Mommy, you don't understand." I had meant to say Molly but Iscrewed it up. She realized what I had said and this caused an intenselook to come across her face. She asked, "Is that what the drugs areabout? You miss your Mom? Do you need me to step in and truly act asyour Mother would? Would it help you to fix your life?" I was terrifiedat the direction she was taking this. I said, "You don't have to dothat, I'm fine.".