.. Sara X..X..XWell last week i could take it no more i was determined to go out an about an get myself into the middle of some hot an steamy fun some...where, i did too, i got my little strappless dress black with white spots heels black wedges strappy scandle types a long straight hunny blonde wig black lingerie bra an knickers hold up stockings too, i showered an shaved all over so i soft an smooth too, oiled an moisturised took a train too crewe then too Hartford an wandered along side the. Paula looked at me like I just suggested she have herself skinned alive, and snorted.Even expecting her to make a move, I never expected it to be so blatantly self-centered. If I had to guess, I'd say she was desperate to have sex with either her father or brother(s), and used me to pretend. If so, then she is doing without instead of doing them.It got me thinking about family relationships and how toxic they can become. It was possible she had never slept with a family member, and the thing. And I never felt afraid on Stefan’s arm.I never thought about it at the time, but I do wonder now if he had been putting something in the drinks he was always offering me that made made my mind and my body change to be a bit more…well, feminine…over time? Since I have had nothing to do with Stefan anymore, my mind has returned a little to its former powers, though not fully. I am more clear-headed now, but psychologically I still feel dependent on more dominant men. My body has more or less. ......., I screamed NO...PLEASE..NOT like that, have condom please. couldn't be audible enough with buttplug in mouth ,shut up u bitch , remember u r being rap##ed. I felt the real thrill of rap##e.I never wanted to get a bareback.but I was not being able to move from there, he had a total control of my body with his position on me.he pushed his cock in me, I screamed in pain , no ..no.. please ..stop...my screams were making him more wild, he was around one inch in me.with the next push I.