(One of them). I spoke with my sponsor about it and she encouraged me. I researched and found out the address of the man who had abused me. I wrote hi... the letter and then I sent the letter. My sponsor told me I wasn’t supposed to send the letter. I was supposed to write the letter for me. Maybe it was supposed to be for me, but I wanted him to hear from me and know what he did to me. Of course he called me after he received the letter and denied everything. I was stunned. Out of all of the. 'Would you fuck me?' He asked. 'In the car?' I asked him. 'No.I found a great spot where no one goes.' I got out and pulled my trackie bottoms up. I locked the car and followed him. Where the road comes into the car park, to the left of that there is not much there. Just a lot of trees and is quite overgrown. He led me to a little clearing. We could make out the main road through the trees and the road to the car park the other side but we were quite well hidden. He had already checked it out. So everyone knew what was next .....the loosing hand had to perform a sex act on the winning hand. Tom the host won. and it was down to my wife and me to see who was the loser.I lost but my wife got up to go to the stage(took one for the team) she gave him a very sexy blowjob while everyone watched, I was so turned on watching her. We have had a few threesomes and swingging experience with a couple in the past.The next few hands were played and we saw julie eat out another woman, I was so. He would have kicked himself in the leg for being too pushy except for the face that those two bullets were pestering him far too much in the cool night air.His lack of patience was a fault that he knew did him little good in the world of today where everyone had their secrets and were slow to divulge them unless painted into a corner and had no other alternative other than disclose them."I often ask the same question, Danny, and to be honest I can't give a good answer. I think it was because.