He would never have been successful if I had simply shut him down. However, I liked his attention and he could see that I did. When I began to respond...to him, he poured it on and the more I got, the more I wanted. After a while it was all I wanted." Getting back to your question, the reason that I was unfaithful was very simple. After all the excuses and other crap, it boiled down to one phrase. I slept with Sean because I wanted to and I continued the affair because I could. This is the one. She was in a haze at this point and asked about her friends but I just ignored her. At this point she was drunk and drugged and very horny from the mix I gave her, which had the effects of being an aphrodisiac, truth serum, and hypnotic. It took me a while to come up with the perfect dose to put a women under my control while still being aware of what was happening to her. The ride to my apartment was about 20 minutes and she was talking the whole ride there. I used the opportunity to feed my. "Them being sisters and all is a big turn on for some people," he continued "and of course she does have great tits." I don't think," I started to say."Of course I would compensate you," he said, "I have a huge budget for entertaining, you could get Brenda a new wardrobe, or a holiday somewhere hot, I'm sure she'll like that." No, I don't think so," I said."Well never mind," he said downing his drink in one go, "anyway I ready for round two, can't wait to get my hands on Brenda tits again.". How could he trust himself to not hurt her again if he stayed? After a few minutes of standing, he began walking her backwards towards the bed. Her knees hit the bed and she instinctively let him go and sat down. She looked at him for a moment before he shut the light off again. He dropped his jeans to the floor and climbed back in bed with her. He rolled on his side to face away from her. His mind was torn at whether he should leave or stay. A cold hand ran under his arm and snaked around to.