I came out from behind my boat to see who I had almost hit and came face to face with my worst nightmare. Standing in front of me was the ex-boyfriend...that had somehow crept into my subconscious. ‘Why the heck did he had have to show up today?’ I asked myself. This could get any more uncomfortable. Maybe if I get back behind my boat and keep going he won’t even say another word to me. I turned around and started to back my boat. ‘Hey, don’t you think you should apologize.’ I turned around fast. This isn’t the kind of issue I’m used to dealing with every day. Let’s sit again, and I’ll tell you what I’m thinking at the moment. I’ve got a couple more immediate questions, though. You shot your last movie back in August? When was the last time you had sex without the cameras?”She bent gracefully to be seated on the couch. As she had a firm grip on my hand, I followed – less gracefully. “With a guy, six years ago, when I was with my boyfriend, Ricky. He was real supportive at first, helped. With their hunger abated for the moment, Benni made for the door with the two women behind him. He was clueless about what he was going to do about Nagala's request and the search for Dember, but he felt the need to return to the family compound. Dember had worried him often enough and even disappeared for a shift a number of times, but this was so much more dire. He was realistic enough to expect the worst, but he couldn't give up on his heart-friend either.With urgency in his step he grabbed. ”“I think she intended for me to send her away,” I said. “I’m reasonably certain that in her mind, that’s the only way it could ever end. I had to kick her out for her to finally be done.”“I think I can see that,” Jessica said. “How do you feel?”“Shitty about being so harsh with her, but I didn’t think I had a choice. It just felt as if she was purposefully messing with me, like it was a test. The other issue, and maybe the bigger one, was she purposefully went out of her way to accuse me of.