Kirsty managedas predicted to flick the ball on and off was Carol like a rocket sheleft the two defenders in her wake and although she somehow manged ...o mishit her shot a little it bounced in front of a diving keeper and bouncedover her into the net.Rosemount were now showing a little nerves that they were not getting ittheir own way and with 15 minutes left we won a corner the ball floatedin and Kirsty got head and shoulders above her marker and managed to headinto the net. Five minutes later. " I wanted to hold her and tell her that everything was going to be alright. Knowing that she would not let me do that I just escorted her to her room with a promise to bring Lady Elizabeth.Ok, getting Megan was not my best idea.I walked her to her room and then went to find Lord Richard and his wife.I knocked on their suite door and a maid opened it."Wake Lady Elizabeth, Lady Megan needs her." I turned and left when the maid gave me a startled nod and soundlessly closed the door.I rolled the. Rickie started to say something and then stopped. I finished for him, “I know you’ve been looking, and he threw up on my robe” As we wobble walked towards the bedroom I admonished our son telling him that if his dad ever crawls out of the bottle that this is coming to an end. He nodded in agreement, that was my emotional salvation. I left a way for me to back out of this that was beyond my control. It never happened.Week 4 brought a big change. Big Rick finally noticed one day that he kept. We talked about what might happen to us later and we both agreed that nothing would happen unless we gave it our blessing. As we exchanged stories about our college years in great detail we both became more comfortable with our situation regarding tonight and realizing that we both had similar experiences into what might occur tonight but not with the volume of men especially black men.Josh and RJ returned about 8:30 and asked how we were , both of us were a little nervous , he said that's OK.