She was the oneperson I'd been as close to completely honest with about everything -sans the whole "I'm actually Andrew" bit - but she also represente...probably the biggest complication in everything.So, of course, I had to start there.I called Sara and asked her to pick me up at the airport, then finallywent downstairs. After a few minutes of waiting outside, a car pulled upright next to me, but it wasn't Sara.It was Cash."Hi," I said to him as he rolled down the window. "What are you. With Kim no longer in this world, it hit me that I could never again see her in person. I would not be able to look at those soft brown eyes that could look unto my being and see me for who I was. I could be a strong and confident man in many ways, naïve and insecure boy in other ways.Overall, I was the gentleman who fell head over heels in love with her and gave her new courage to forge ahead after our breakup following our initial affair.Such a sense of loneliness fell upon me. Deep sadness,. I avoided her man I was scared.After she was done talking she came to me and said”sunny mujhe tumse baat karni hai”i said haan bolo aunty she said to meet her near later in evening she also took my mobile num.I went to office and in evening when I was returning home I got a call from her, kusum”sunny aaj main wahin intezar karungi jahan kall tumne mujhe gadi main baithaya tha,wahan a jana” I was expecting that maybe she would blackmail me for money and stuff for keeping what I told her away. . لأنني أحس بانجذاب قوي نحو هذا الجنس الملائكي القادم من بساتين الجنـــة ..!! لا تعتقدون أنني من نوعية الرجال الذين يتشبهون بالنساء ويقلدونهن في الميوعة والكلام واللبس .. لا وألف لا ..إنني أحتقر هذا النوع من الرجال .. ولست منه بالتأكيد .. أحب النساء لأنني رجل وأحب المرأة لأنني أرى فيها ما ينقصني وأجد فيها ما يناقض شخصيتي وطريقتي وأسلوب حياتي .. لذلك أهوى هذا الجنس بجنون لا نهاية له وأعشق النساء بهوّس ليس له حدود ولو خرج لي الجني من المصباح السحري وقال لي أطلب وتمنى ما تريد فإنني سأطلب منه وأنا.