" Another deep breath. "I waited until I heard him go into their bedroom. Then I got up and went downstairs to his desk and got his gun. I went into t...eir room. I could see him on the bed, could smell him, taste him still in my mouth. I raised the gun, and heard my mother sob. I looked at her, she was asleep, she was crying in her sleep." Julie was crying again, and then she took another deep breath. "I couldn't do it. Not to mommy. I couldn't hurt him in mommies' bed. I turned to leave them, I. Frankie didn’t know if she had read the signs right but it seemed he wanted her to follow him in.She slowly inserted the bookmark and closed the book and standing smoothed her skirt down walked to the toilet, as she gingerly turned the handle she realised it wasn’t locked, taking a deep breath before she walked in her mind all over the place.“You came” he said as she closed the door behind her, “I wasn’t sure if I had read the signs right” she replied as his lips met hers hard he crushed her. My mind starts racing and thinking what it could be! i go upstairs and wait in hall, she calls me into her room, now even more excitedly nervous, i go in and there she is wit a towel round her and some dresses on the bed. she says its sily but could i give opinion as to which dress is best to wear. ermmm i dont know, the blue on i suppose. she thanks me, i just stand there, not believing what im doing. your so fit i say. what did u say she asks. sugar did i say tht out loud? yes you did. "Sometimes I just know stuff..." I said to Jim, Colleen, Rebecca, and Beth Ann. They could see my anxiety about having this particular conversation, and I was determined to have it out, since Jim brought it up. We were in the kitchen, and Colleen was asking about a large payment I made to a Doctor Abrams in New York City. "I've hesitated to tell you these things because it sounds insane. You need to love me enough to hear me out before you declare me mentally unfit and send the guys with the.