I had my first grown up job there, as a barmaid, when I was eighteen. I used to watch so many people get pissed as a fart on Friday and Saturday night.... It was quite the education, don’t you know.”There was a moment’s silence as both women digested the conversation.“I may have drunk a little bit too much,” Rachael finished up, in a very serious and posh voice. And then she giggled some more.“How can that be possible, Rach?” asked April, equally unstable. “We’ve only drunk two bottles?”“Each,”. --I'd have sex with some of the guys, if they looked ok, and didn't treat me like shit, but to be honest after losing my cherry in such a shitty way I really didn't care what they did as long as they didn't hurt me, the sex meant nothing, I never came once with any guy.One day Mary set me up with an older guy, Geoff, he's the owner of the local Polo club, very rich, very good looking and as I'd met him a few times before, I knew him to be a gentleman. He needed someone to hang on his arm for a. ........... and you can fuck me in the arse" "Debbie you are not welching on your agreement" said Mark, I grabbed my double vodka and downed it in one. "Come on boys lets get Debbie home" said Mark and the boys helped me to my feet.Mark and Paul linked my arms to stop me from falling over and Tony walked behind.Mark put his hand down my blouse and squeezed my tit, he noticed that my nipple was already very hard. "Have a feel of her tit Paul" he said, and immediately Paul put his ahnd down my. “You’re just gonna sit there and let her do this? What kind of man are you?”I was used to her trying to impose her will on me. I had always chalked it up to her way and the price of keeping the calm in our relationship.But as she railed at me, as my own guts rebelled, as I tried to process how my world was slipping away, I came to the realization that there would not be any calm in our relationship, at least not any time soon. That if what I thought was about to come out ... The pieces were on.