"Now the image of myself and Tasha running together entered my head. Again, I wondered what that was about, except maybe it was me telling myself to f...eaking go be an adult and talk to her. "Done. Bye Jan. I'll talk to you tomorrow." I'm just trying to help ya Abs. You asked!" Bye! Love you." Love you too. Bye...sleep well."I shook my head as I ended the phone call. I loved the crap out of her but sometimes, she was too much.Evening was setting in and I wanted some fresh air before calling it a. " But he is... he was quite young yet. And strong." Yes." She should know.Silence."He died in Mary's arms."Silence."Irene? I think she killed him." Nooooo..." Yes." Oh God, Eric. Because of what I did?" The child, Irene. I think it is because he gave you the child she could not have."There was sobbing at the other end. I waited."Irene? I am afraid she might come for you."A sharp intake of breath."For me? Here? Why?" Because of the child. She said she'd kill you before you'd have it. She told. Rebecca had started playing with herself as soon as Ramon left. She looked down at me;'You lucky, lucky bitch. It's going to be SO much fun having you around here'.We soon fell into a routine. The metal grill on our basement home had a timelock, each night Ramon locked us in and each morning we rose at 5:30AM in order to put on our uniforms, make ourselves pretty and prepare breakfast for our Master. Ramon's standards were very high, I was frequently canned in those first few weeks because the. The world and I have never come to an agreement, it kept spinning when I had long since been thrown off. Regardless of my rough exterior, a friend came through. Offering the stone cold theory that James was my drug, and I was literally going through withdrawals in his absence. The reality of that statement came crashing down, just as he took one last step off the planet, and surprisingly my world didn’t come to a halt. So what was the point in all of this? Well, it’s rather simple. You see,.