And I replayed it and replayed it and I wondered if I was a sociopath; what people would think if they knew. But it didn’t matter because they didn�...�t know. It was only me. Nobody else was affected. My hand moved faster, pushing my body closer to release. I could feel the heat surround me; inside and out. The window was open but the night was stiflingly hot and it felt like I was drenched in sweat. I felt so awake, so alive and essential.Lee. I thought about him being there. Watching.. Nic got out of the bath and towelled herself down I was still stood in shock Kaz then did the same, she then walked to her room, Nic took my hand and led me to her room – in there she dried herself off and then led me to Kaz’s room she was still naked and lay on her bed – I was really unsure as to what was happening now both girls were naked and sat on their bed and I was stood in front of them – strip said Kaz – what I said – Strip she said – ok I said – so I took my t-shirt off and then. Even though you are able to visit here, yourexistence is linked to that body. If you're body dies while you're here,you'll cease to exist." I ... I hadn't thought of it like that. Even if it were possible to keepmy body alive somehow, I don't think I'd really want to stay hereforever. I'd miss my friends if I couldn't go back." I'm sure they'd miss you as well." I looked down and brushed a few twigs and leaves from my skirt. "I wish Icould bring this dress, ..." I paused, trying to swallow the. Five minutes later he was walking over dressed like me in shorts, T-shirt and flip-flops. His hair was still wet from the shower. I gave him a beer and he plopped into a lawn chair. Charlie said that Shawna told him the veggies and potatoes would be over in about five minutes so I put the steaks on the grille and covered it. Just as I was about to flip the steaks, Shawna showed up with her stuff. I gave her a beer and put the salads on the table. We both told Charlie to come to the table for.