“I mean what if we do it, and then I feel like I’ve made a mistake ... or what if I end up getting pregnant. I mean we’re not gonna be protected...this time.” She said.“Caitlin, what if you do? Are you ready to join this kind of life again? I mean where your lover is shared with his family? Or with other women?” I asked.“I don’t care if you’re shared.” Caitlin said. “As long as I can have you too.” She said.“Caitlin. I love you. If this is a mistake then it’s felt more right than any mistake I’ve. But I fell to the side onto the road after losing my balance. Now I was in plain view for everyone to see. My nylons and garters were fully exposed as I tried again to stand up. I noticed that I must have caught one leg on something as a run now appeared on my nylon.I started back across the road towards the car. I tried to walk quicker. My feet now ached from the boots. I almost reached the car when Jackie rolled down the window and threw a dollar bill out and onto the ground in front of. I was willing to let it pass, since daddy and I both enjoyed ourselves. After what you just said, that has changed. I swear by all the gods by all the stars and by science itself I will never get married as long I live. If I ever have children, they will all be bastards with our family’s name. this I swear. Anytime she swears on science you know it is either an undisputable fact or it will be. I wonder if she has told him yet.” Millie finished.No one knew what to say. even Jake had never heard. Though he wasn’t all bad either; far from it, she thought.The conversation started the same as it always had, had a good day, he would ask. The reply would always be the same, a few pence here and there, she would tell him. Then would come the offer of help from him, the dipping into his pocket, not for money but a bag of the white stuff. The offer of a few specks of magic dust for the pennies she had, felt a reasonable exchange, but she relented; reasoning that if she kept the money, then.