While the event unfolded again in his memory, he relished in the pleasure that he felt but the grief of what he had done to his friend was too much to...bear. He picked up his cell phone and while shaken sent “I’m sorry” to his friend hoping for a response. Justin meanwhile had collected his thoughts and was taken a steamy hot shower trying to come to terms with the events that had occurred. He wanted to be angry at Garrett for what he had done to him, but the anger would not come. Only feelings. I told him I was there for his pleasure and if looking was what pleased him then he could look at me as much as he liked – in any way and in any room that he liked. When I said that I could see that he was already starting to get excited – but he controlled himself and then apologised for his odd request. I went into my little set speech about – how we all have these personal fantasies and needs, that so long as nobody gets hurt there is nothing wrong with wanting to fulfil them. That people. So much so, that even Madame Claire, the dominant who runs the place, commented and charged me extra because the girl wouldn’t be able to work again for several days. Jefferson went off with a couple of girls and seemed quite happy when we left for the pickup point. I was still on edge. Something could have gone wrong. One of the kids could have lost control and really hurt her. Something could still go wrong. Another vehicle happen along before we found her. Or the police. Unlikely at this. 20 ko hum log mere room me sone ke liye gaye aur mai neeche bistar laga rahi thi to uncle bole are bed to bahut bada hai 6x8 ka tum ek baju so jao mai ek baju sota hoon phir mai boli thik hai aur hum 11.45 ko so gaye kuch time ke baad maine takiya samjakar uncle ke upar meri ek tang aur hath daal diya neend me to unhne nikal diya, phir kuch der ke bad maine vapas haat daal diya aisa 2-3 baar huva phir mai unke aur karb gai aur unko chipak gayi tab uncle ne mujhe apne paas khincha aur meri peeth.