I headed for the dressing rooms as she followed me quietly, afraid and aroused at the same time, as I could tell by the look on her face. We took the ...oom at the far end of the section and I pulled her inside with me and closed the curtain behind us. Quietly, I unpacked the dildo.She stood there, unsure of what to do next, when I just put a finger on her lips, motioning her to be quiet as I put the tip of the vibrator on my own lips, and slowly wrapped them around it, licking it as I turned it. Every time she tried to quash the last tiny bit of pathetic hope that remained – the part that fostered silly daydreams of being rescued like a princess by a knight in shining armor – she’d catch his eye across the camp, and realise he’d clearly been watching her, his gaze dark and intent and unreadable, and the little shred of hope just wouldn’t die.She was somewhat ashamed at her inability to read him; she had been part of the Grand Game since she’d been a teenager, could fit in equally. I'll never forget the day I caught her trying to flip the mattress in her guest room! As I laid into her she wasn't nearly as repentant as she should have been. That was another effect of the meds. I did thank God when she was able to get by with lesser pain medications.I'd never thought about it, but pain serves a real purpose. It keeps us from damaging ourselves. You don't stir boiling water with your hand because it hurts. Cindy felt so little pain that for a few weeks she tried to talk us. There were many hot tubs, so we got a big one that held ten. The nine of us sat down, and agreed that the heat felt good after a long day on the slopes. I ended up between Tiffany and Mika, but it was very relaxed atmosphere, and sex didn't come up, as an option. After the hot tub, we all went back to our rooms and changed. Adam said he'd see me later and left. About five minutes later Mika knocked on my door. I guess that Adam and I had traded roommates. I kissed Mika and told her I was happy.