But things started changing between us. She reduced texting me, I didn’t go with her till railway station to drop her and I felt big void in my life... But I accepted the truth and started moving on but she never felt my absence. But things started getting worse she started bunking the classes and went out with her bf.Everything started during my college day and sports day. I was an athlete and she used to sing. We had our sports day and college day on consecutive days and I had my events to win. I still was scared to talk with guys, but could manage to say more then a few words to them. I started getting fantasies about a lot of the guys at my school.I wanted to kiss them or at least be close to them and touch them a little (even just to dance with them), but I was scared.It took a hot older guy from out of town to convince me to break free from my shyness and to at least dance with guys and get physically near them. Wow, he was hot. I remember how he was 19 and I was not quite 16. He. I've always wondered if she wore stockings or tights but could never figure it out as her skirts would not reveal them if they were stockings.It was towards the end of the week and she asked me if I could come over after work one day and help her with setting up a new wireless router. I didn't hesitate at all as I really fancied her, although she was around 10 years older than me. We caught the tube together after work on the Friday and walked to her place. She asked if we could stop by M&S on. " "Is it in?" Elza was a little puzzled. After all, Eddie was one of her best friends, and someone she thought would be ecstatic for her. She also knew he was happily married, so it wasn't like there was anything that might have happened between them for that and one other reason, this group knew as well. She was a virgin and possibly the only almost thirty-year-old virgin left in South Carolina."Really small, was it?" Sally replied, "No, salty." Her Mom fainted. "Nah," she says, "that's.