It disappeared with roaring sound into a hole of total darkness in the side of gallery. I rationalized that it must be raining cats and dogs up there ...n the surface. I would not be jumping over this without getting my shoes and clothes wet. For some reason, I didn't even consider turning back. The little guys inside my head were yelling that I should get back the way I came, and quickly. I considered my options for a second or two before coming to the conclusion that I agreed with them – this. I said ok where can I change, right here Donnie what’s wrong with that. Well I cain’t in front of you, oh hell boy you ain’t got nothing I haven’t seen before.I turned my back to strip and heard her laugh, said you got nothing to be ashamed of, from what I saw this morning. Turn yoself around and don’t be shy. I turned around my face bright red unsnapped my jeans forgot to pull my shoes off first so there I was hopping around on one-foot Jeans at mid-thigh trying to get my shoes off. Fell flat. I stressed to her that this could never happen again. NEVER. And she accepted that. I got us both a small glass of whiskey to get the taste out of our mouths -- metaphorically for me -- and to dull the shock. The shock. Oh god, what had I done?We needed a distraction, so I made supper, and we ate in the living room while watching a DVD of 300. Lots of blood and gore and no sex. I couldn't have handled a movie with sex at that point.For once, I went to bed without even thinking about Emmie or. She needed her mother, but Mom wasn't going to talk to her. Neither of my friends had mentioned it to their families yet, and with good reason.A few days after that, I was sitting in the living room and watching television with Earl and Peter. Kizuna was already sleeping in what had been Earl's room. Though we'd tried many times to let Earl move back into his room, he insisted we stay there, since Kizuna was pregnant, after all.We were watching South Park, a show I fell in love with when my.