If you keep practising, you could do that for money.”I know that a mother only ever sees the good in their c***dren, but it did put the idea in my h...ad that perhaps we should keep at it. That night over dinner I asked July and Macy if they really thought I was a good dancer.“Anna, if you came to our dance classes, you’d fit in with the best of them.”I had a long think over night and the next morning over breakfast I asked Mum if I could join the dance class. Mum put her spoon down and looked me. ..sounds that seem familiar but you aren't recognizing them yet. Your brain isn't allowing it. You freeze.It's porn. The man, probably your new Stepfather, is watching porn on the bigscreen tv in the living room. He thinks he's alone and he has the volume up. Oh god, he's probably jacking off down there, and doesn't even know that I'm here...this is soooo embarassing, you think. It's ok, you just have to make it through the night, there's no reason for him or your mom to come into your room,. In the meantime, she hoped Kelsey didn’t mind sharing a little. She and Michael had gotten pretty close, and he was a friend, probably her closest male friend if she really stopped to think about it. She could talk about anything with him, and knew he felt the same way about her, but strangely after a while they didn’t talk much about the couple’s personal life, and that was fine with Laura.Michael made her feel interesting, intelligent and lately sexy. He listened to her and actually. You know he only did it because he blames himself for what happened to me but it sure as hell wasn't his fault."I was shocked! Ben had stated the problem succinctly. My Jack blamed himself and I needed to make sure he knew his partner Ben did not hold him responsible. I left to minister to Jack's needs...Flashback – Ben – After the interviewsThere was no way in hell I was going to let Tatiana catch a load of shit from Masha for defending me. Hell, she was the one who dragged me from the school.