I want to start pulling my own weight, but I don’t know how. Murphy: ‘Are you ready?’ Ananda: [nods head] ‘Yeah.’ I turn to him for a kiss a...d I get his jawline. I shouldn’t have initiated it so unexpectedly. I’m embarrassed. Very embarrassed. Is there something about me that he doesn’t like? Murphy: ‘So, where are we going?’ Ananda: [lifts purse] ‘You’ll see when we get there.’ [Starts walking to the door] Murphy: [grabs her elbow] ‘Ananda, you know that I hate surprises. Where are we going?’. .. be civil now. Come on, man ... clean slate. Please? With you ... and Jess, that is. Or whichever one of you will forgive me, that is,” Tim urged me to forgive him for what he did.“Really, dude? YOU PULLED MY OWN GUN ON ME! MY FUCKING SHOTGUN ON ME!” I shouted angrily and hung up on him.Naturally, Tim wasn’t one to just give up on something that he wanted, so my phone rang yet again. Same stupid ringtone ... I was in no forgiving mood and I suspected that neither was Jess. He came between us. “Come on Ray, we haven't had sex in months now, show me how much you love me and really fuck me hard,” I said. Then he put a little space between us and began thrusting his cock a little quicker. That really hit the spot as I began moaning louder. “Yes Ray, that's good, jam that cock up into me deep, I mean deep, show me no mercy,” I said. He really began thrusting fast and my pussy already started to get a little sore, but I knew it would be worth it. The best part of sex to us was anal sex. At midnight I decided to call it a night and go to bed, Paul had often continued chatting on the Internet for an hour or more after I threw in the towel and went up to bed but not tonight, Paul switched off the computer and was in bed by the time I came out of the toilet. Paul began kissing and stroking me as soon as I got into bed, he was more demonstrative even than on our wedding night, he was both loving and bestial, we made love and fucked, Paul pushed and pulled me into more positions.