"I'm all for that," Myron looked her in the eyes. They were dark pools of lush raven black that he felt he could drown in. "You can even model materni...y clothes once your waist starts expanding." I like that!" she smiled, playfully slapping his arm."You've got the beauty, I've got the brains," Myron teased."I've got brains too," she gave him a mock pout."You couldn't have gotten where you are now if you didn't," he praised."Want some nooky tonight? I'm going off the pill as soon as the doctor. I was hesitant if she had felt and what she might be thinking about me.After a few seconds, I parted and offered to come let’s sit over there on the stairs near the terrace. She sat next to me on my right. We talked about our feelings and liking for each other. We then side hugged and I rested my hand on her soft love handles and pressed a little. She had rested her head on my shoulder.For a few seconds, there was total silence between us but our breathing intensified. Her face closed up to. She did at least dig everything I needed out of the baby stuff for me and hung out as I worked, probably to make sure I remembered how it was done.I left them alone in the bedroom and went out to turn on the TV for a bit. As I flipped through channels, I found myself playing a game of "how-big-is-her-bra" in my mind. Buffy... Hmm... 30B? Weather-girl... Maybe 36C? God, I was as obsessed as a 15 year old. "What is wrong with me? Is this normal?" I wondered........All things considered, it had. ‘Andrea, I know you were hurt. So was I. We… we lost some dreams Andy. We lost a bit of the future. But we didn’t lose our past. We didn’t lose us, our togetherness, our love. Can we ever? We never lost what we already had. And what we didn’t have, is it possible to lose? It was never ours. Never to be. Accepting that is necessary, Andrea.’ He stopped to assemble his thoughts into a more coherent stream. ‘We have each other. We have love. We have a lifetime together. We’re lucky to have all.