As her finger pushed slowly inside she heard her phone ring. "Shit" she said, walking over to her dressing table and picking it up. It was the will-wr...ting company that she'd contacted a few days ago to make an appointment. Their rep would be over to see her at 2:30 as agreed.At 2:35 the doorbell rang and Gail opened the door to see a tall well dressed woman standing there. Blonde, in her 50s, good figure and a nice two piece suit. "Hi she said, "I'm Jerry Dale, you were expecting me". " Oh. Not knowing what he was talking about, little virgin me asked "What's a bed party"? Bernie said "That's another name for fucking".I said " I never did anything like that because I didn't have any sisters".Mary brought her knees up and spread them wide, and then used both hands to open the little hairless slit between her legs. She looked me straight in the face and said "You've never put your peter into a girl?".I told her that was the first time I'd ever seen a girl without any of her clothes. "The last time I saw her was when I went on a trip to Hawaii with my wife. At one point, Kris and I were in the kitchen cooking while my ex and Kris's husband went out to the liquor store. Kris's kids were out, leaving us alone for a while... the liquor store was an hour away, round trip. They live on the Big Island, and have a remote house. Anyway, Kris gave me a glass of wine and said "Hey, my feet kinda hurt, I've been standing all day. Do you still do feet?" I took the wine, smiled at. ’ What do I tell her? Am I acting this way? If so, why? ‘I don’t know. I don’t know what I’m doing. I’ll have to try to figure this out.’ ‘Good luck.’ Would it be good luck to be able to get him to give me another try or to just decide to call the whole thing off? Damned if I knew. What was happening to me? How could I be in such turmoil over this, nobody? I really needed to talk to someone who could help me look at this objectively. The problem was, I couldn’t talk this over with my best.