" No, darling!" I replied. "I will never just fuck you. I will always make love to you, although sometimes, if that is what you want, I will be a litt...e rougher." That is what I want. Do it."I pulled back until only my head was still in her and then immediately slammed into her. No time for growls! She shrieked.I pulled out slowly until only my head was left in. I stroked her right butt cheek with the tips of my fingers and she groaned. I moved forward slowly until I bottomed out. I ran my hand. I opened that and now all the people who wanted to see me nude, could see me. So I started my broadcast and slowly but gradually people started coming to my cam and it was exciting to know that so many people are seeing me nude. I started stripping and got many compliments, some were from guys who were bisexual and so I ignored all that.You can even message all the viewers who are in your room and so I was looking for some girls to chat with and after trying my luck with 3-4 girls, I found a. The only problem was, I knew the whole plan could collapse like a deflated balloon if somebody else walked in the gym. If some overweight soccer mom walked in and started perambulating on the treadmill right next to her my fantasy would fall apart, and I'd have to run to the Men's Room and jack off in the toilet to relieve the pressure my cock was feeling.That's why I decided not to waste any time. As soon as she ended her treadmill workout and she stepped off and started toweling herself off. I knew, at least for a moment, that I would be alright in the end.But it was just a moment.And then I went back into emotional shutdown. I didn't come out for months.WINTER QUARTER, FRESHMAN YEAR (January 1999)It was a tradition for incoming freshman to be assigned to the school dormitories. Almost all of our parents followed it. So Danielle and Cherys before me went into the dorms. Ellie and I were assigned to dorms, as well. We'd already been planning discussions with our respective roommates.