I opened the box, revealing my silver bullet vibrator I kept hidden in there. I think I would just die of embarrassment if my family ever found it.Wha... if I did just go out? Get drunk, leave the club with someone, anyone! It doesn’t matter when your so intoxicated you can barley walk. Right? At least then I could lose my virginity.I pulled off my t-shirt revealing my braless tits. They are small and perky, is that what boys like? My friends say so but they all have huge boobs. I moved the box. I sucked each nipple and fondled her breasts as she moaned softly. My wife was sitting in the room next to this but at this point it did not seem to matter.“Now there is something else you must do,” she said pulling away from me. Her hand grasped mine and she pulled my hand to her cock. I jolted at the touch of it, but then began to rub it. “Good but that’s not it.” I stopped and looked into her eyes. I could tell she was enjoying torturing me. “Get on your knees” and she put her hand on my. I did not. I can go back to living as Ben if I wantedto. In the New Year it would not be a choice to go back and forth. Notthat I would be forced to be Bella, it would be that I am just her.(again using 3rd person just felt strange.)Lizzy was so happy to see Dana and me. She was touched that I came asBella. I was also taken with some emotions by how much she acceptedme. I know that she will only see me as Bella and never as Ben.Liz is an econ grad student at Cal Berkeley. She should be done. I moved my hands up and down her spine and then down and grabbed her bum and back up. Pulling away from her I led her by her hand and opened Nigel’s bedroom door, leading her in we embraced at the side of his bed, snogging gently. A few minutes passed and I lifted up her dress and took it off over her head, she had white bra and knickers on.As we resumed kissing, I unclasped her bra and sat her down on Nigel’s bed. She moved into the middle as I laid down beside her. We were kissing and I was.