Needing you to suckle me for relief, to feel the milk being drawn out of me. It was a big commitment, but I could see how badly you wanted it. You'd d...ne all the research, of course; you knew exactly what needed to be done. You ordered the herbs, and a breastpump. Within a week we'd begun our regimen of suckling 15 minutes on each side, six times a day. I began using the breast pump as well, hoping each time to see a telltale white drop. My breasts felt heavier, fuller. Finally, after six. "Yes my precious," I replied looking up from my morning paper to look at her half-naked body. As usual she was just wearing her bikini bottoms for her early morning swim."Dad, about my birthday," she said, "I'll like to have a pool party here, is that ok?" Sounds good," I mused, thinking about all her pretty friends."I thought about twenty college friends, is that ok?" she asked."Yeah, but I have a few rules, ok," I said."Sure dad," she said with a big smile."Right Lucy, first, no drugs of any. He was caring, and always made Colton feel special, even when they made love. No. Especially when they made love. Colton began to think about the last time that they had sex. He still couldn’t believe it was the last time he would ever feel Maddox inside of him. Colton remembered it so clearly: it was in the middle of a rainstorm. The air was humid, since it was summer, and the rain was pelting down on the roof of their house. Colton felt so safe inside the house, cuddled up with Maddox. They. ’’Ali smiled and said.ALI:’’ well now me and your wife will make love you can watch for yourself how she enjoys it, and I will send three girls to the office tonight where you can enjoy with them.’’ME: ’’And what about the video you took with her and the photos?’’ALI: ‘’Those were for me to enjoy. If I wanted to publish it-it would have been everywhere but I respect you and your wife.’’We reached the floor where she was ready with the kid. I told her that the Egyptian businessmen have arrived.