When I got to her, she held the damp tissue out for me. As I dried my eyes, she smiled and said, "I don't ever want to go through that again Annie. Pe...haps threesomes aren't such a good idea after all."I dropped the tissue in to her wastebin and said, "Maybe not, but I'm afraid I've said yes to Elaine. She's coming Friday evening for the weekend, she says she's dying to meet you." Lena rolled her eyes heavenwards and said,"Oh well, at least she's your girlfriend not mine. And you've had plenty. The 'what do you say to someone as wonderful as she is that don't sound dumb' thought train starts running through my head and once it gets going, I turned into a driveling idiot.So I had her holding my dick? And she'd watched me jack off. And she'd used me to piss on my sister, felt my sperm, and washed my back and front. She wasn't Johanna the goddess anymore, the girl too pretty for me to talk to. She was a person with some problems that made anything bad that ever happened to me look like a. That's all it was. In fact you'll get a good laugh out of this, Ben. Ally thought you were rejecting her when you slowed things down in the shower."He rushed over to Ally's side and reached for her hands. "You couldn't be more wrong," he smiled at her. "But you have to realize that you're different from most girls. You have a values system that can't be rushed. You need to feel good about the decisions you make, and that can take time. And any guy who won't give you that time or respect those. He's a real piece of work, that one is, but I've got his number, got him eatin' outta my hand." She snickered. "Literally. And Joe, my boss, he talks horse, Janice. I know that sounds crazy, but I swear he does. Never seen nothin' like it."Janice motioned with her hands. "Sit down, Tammy."They sat on a loveseat next to each other."You're happy, huh?" Janice said."Yes! You, too, right?" Yeah. Still sober?" Yep. How 'bout you? You still takin' your meds?" Tammy said."Every day at the same time.