After she released me, I rolled down from her body, and my head came up on Tanu’s lap. I closed my eyes and Tanu made me comfortably rest on her lap... moving her fingers on my hair it’s your turn next”, I said to Tanu.I am ready. But there is no rush, rest for a while. Do you want a massage?” Tanu replied lovingly, yes a massage would be nice. I couldn’t resist the invitation. We have to wake your little guy up again. Preeya said with a grin on her face as she got up. Little guy? I exclaimed.. The shrinks were good, decent and concerned. However the layers of programming was quite extensive. Even with Hypnotherapy, almost no real progress was made, and the resulting lack of progress led to an increasing sense of frustration, and resentment in Jeanette.Jeannette hated the name Nancy, and no matter how much time she spent with the shrinks, couldn't remember her childhood. Couldn't remember her Mother, or her life before. Her name, and a few vague details were all she had of before.. It is because of you that I present in all its ten thousand word glory, PART SEVEN!! As always PLEASE rate, comment and email me! I love hearing from you guys and I will reply to every email. Happy New Year! Cheers, Steelkat Part 7 My bed is much too hot, burning my skin through the soft material of my pyjama bottoms and making my feet sweat. I kick at the covers and free my tortured legs, allowing them to dangle off the side of the bed. Fresh air caresses my feet, but the relief isnt enough to. Ariel, Terri, Sue and I each had meals that were only stuff we would eat. I didn’t even realized how hungry I was or that I had pretty much inhaled my dinner until Molly put another pre-made meal in front of me to eat as well. When everyone was full, Molly handed each girl a glass of water and their meds.I thought she was going to check Shawna’s and Kathy’s blood sugar, but instead she gave me their meters. The girls first made sure I was using their meter and then helped me get the blood on.