Baat Oct.2012 ki hai maine uske Facebook me dekha tha to mughe wo bahut pasand aayi because wo bhaut hi masum si lagti hai , so maine usko friend requ...st send kr di. 10-15 din k baad usne accept kr li , fer maine uske profile me sari pics dekhi, wo dikhne me bahut sunder hai but uski aankho me ek ajib sa dard hai, ( kids na hone ka) maine uski bahut pic’s dekhi to maine usko pucha ki aap itne udas udas kyu rahte ho, phle to wo mna krti rhi k aisa kuch nhi hai , but main uske sath kuch jyada hi. I eventually went to my bedroom and tried to reconcile my sin. I cannot describe the guilt I felt that night as I relived the experience over and over again, convinced that I had jeopardized my immortal soul by my careless actions. The next day I continued to be tormented with an indescribable guilt. I returned home determined to never fall prey to this temptation again. However, Robert had other ideas. Emboldened by my weakness of the previous night, Robert met me in the kitchen wearing only. I was wearing trousers again.I looked at myself in the mirror.It was the story of my life. To the world at large I looked like a manbut I knew, like the pantyhose, that underneath the vestiges of mymasculinity was a woman waiting to emerge.So I left for work.As I walked constantly asking myself, "Could people see the womaninside?"My pantyhose replied, "Not yet, she has to come out," as for a moment mytrouser leg lifted higher than it had previously done, heightening myfear that someone would. He and his wife Barbara was one of the couples at our cook out. We didn't associate with them much otherwise. They were members of a swinger's club in the city and I didn't much care for that so I just never really buddied up to them.Cathy was all smiles and invited him in. I'm not unfriendly so I invited Harry to have a seat in the living room. Right away Cathy asked if he would like a beer. That was my first clue that something was going on. We never kept beer, or any liquor for that matter,.