Riving back home that night, I really found it difficult to get Diane out of my mind. For the first time since Connie, I had found a girl I really fel... attracted to. With Connie, it wasn't so much a physical attraction for her as it was another quality, which I had taken to labeling charisma. With Diane, it was a strong physical attraction, plus the fact I liked her flamboyant and exuberant approach to life. How many girls would have been willing to make the kind of public spectacle of. It was so rare that he got to see this side of his bride... she was downright giddy right now and seeing her like that made his heart sing. He was used to appreciating her wisdom and intelligence. He loved her company and thought she was sexy as hell. But sharing this kind of simple, raw joy with her was a rare treat.On the other hand, speaking of sexy... it occurred to Jared that everyone would indeed be seeing his wife in all her glory. The black swimsuit with the gray trim that she had worn. I never said a flirtatious word to her over our years working together. But, aside from her skin which was terribly and unattractively leathery from too much sun (especially for a redhead), she kept herself in great shape (through swimming, I later discovered), and I found her very sexy, and had sexual fantasies about her.I imagined that one day I worked up the courage to be assertive, and asked her to come into my office and lock the door. "Now take your panties off and sit on my desk." I. I know many of them saw me being led out to the car at the end of a leash. It’s terribly degrading, but I felt myself getting wet again.We got into Jim’s big SUV. Jim is driving. Jerry sat in the front passenger seat. Paul and Tony sat in the two bucket seats in the back and I sat on the floor between them. As soon as we were all in and Jim took off down the street, Tony reached down and started playing with one of my tits. He quickly decided the t-shirt was a hindrance and ordered me to remove.