I wiped the tears from both my eyes, in attempts to control my emotions. My rapid inhaling in between sobs caused my breasts to mirror the vibrations ...ithin the latex, generating feelings which lessened the ones in control of me. I continued to remove the tears from my eyes, until the latex leopard in the mirror became clear again. Streaks of black trailed from its eyes, a puddle of black liquid at the ledge where the latex began. Black streams lined its leopard patterned cheeks, leading to. ’ He bent his head and kissed her cheek again before she could move away, and she saw regret in his eyes. ‘We agreed we wouldn’t talk about this again, Andy,’ she reminded him, gently scolding. ‘I love you like a friend, but that’s all. Stop looking at me that way, please.’ Andrew withdrew his arm, and smiled ruefully at her. ‘Sorry, Priscilla. It’s just that every time I see you, I feel the loss again.’ ‘You cannot lose what you never had, Andy,’ she said calmly. ‘Now, look at Emily over. He reached over then and pulled the hood off her head and tossed it back into the car. She blinked in the light from the car roof and found herself staring at the man's smiling face. The same smile that had been flashed at her earlier that day in the grocery store. She had been bagging his groceries. When she finished she looked up and saw him looking at her. "Do you want me to carry this out to the car for you," she had asked.She didn't expect him to say yes. Most men didn't, especially when. ‘Linds, I’m sorry. I didn’t think- I mean, I thought you… I didn’t mean to bother you like that.’ He thought I didn’t WANT him to touch me. I should have left it at that, but it didn’t seem fair. I sighed. ‘Actually, it wouldn’t have bothered me one bit, if it wasn’t for Erik.’ His eyes lit up, and the smile crept back onto his lips. ‘Oh? Really?’ I rolled my eyes and couldn’t help but smile. ‘Yes, really. But I’m freakin’ married, Anders.’ I leaned back against the bench and tried to picture.