”He quickly responded, “No… Lydia, don’t blame yourself. It was wrong of me to go against what you wanted, and I will never again do so. If th...re is any way I can make it up to you…”I cut him off, “Kiss me.” His words made me melt inside. It was what I needed to hear after so long and all I wanted was his lips.He paused for a moment and leaned toward me.I couldn’t believe it. I hadn’t kissed him in months and there he waits for me. I was nervous, just like I was a long time ago. My hands. Which gave them one more reason to use the hose.That went on for some time. They used the whip and cane to break the skin in my back once it had healed. Meanwhile they used the wire and they just wanted me to lose the control of my bowels so that they could wash me with the hose. I still do not know how I did not lose my mind. All this came to end then the wires short-circuited during one whipping and all the lights went out. I was barely conscious but I could hear yelling. After a moment a new. So we carried on talking about sex, and I asked if she had a condoms so that if she started having sex she would be protected, she said no but would like 1 just incase. I remembered I carried one in my wallet so let her have it as a little present, and asked if she knew how to use it, she said that she had never even seen one, let alone knew how to put it on. I explained it was quite easy, and that she would just have to learn the technique. She asked if I would be able to help, I said of. And then I had to tell you the punishment.You stood stark naked in front of me, as I tied the two rubber straps around your hips and in between your thighs. I checked that the little plastic cup containing the vibrator was firmly stuck to your clitoris. And as I tested the remote with one quick push, I heard the vibrator humming. You gasped loudly, a shiver running through your naked body.Then I let you put on your jogging outfit and go to the park. I took the remote in pocket and followed.