I just stared out at the screen, reading away and biting my lip in an attempt to contain my whimpers. I was practically pleading with myself to slide ...y hand lower but I didn't want to make this go very quickly. I knew as soon as I slid my fingers into my wet, waiting pussy, I was going to be on edge as it was.I pushed up my shirt to expose my black lace bra, teasing my nipples with the pads of my left hand's fingers. A slight moan escaped my lips when I realized it was best not to make any. Some time in these next years, sooner or later, living thisway will eliminate all the starry eyed romantic notions you'vedeveloped this past year.I want you to know I do appreciate the somewhat contorted irony behindthis. But you'll probably come to regard men the way Kevin did beforeher enforced attitude adjustment.You'll see them as creatures to be manipulated by their penises, and asource of income for you.You won't be able to fall in love anymore, after a while I wouldn'tthink."He seems to. "When we get back we'll talk, okay?" she asked Ellie, getting a relieved smile and a nod.We drove the fifty miles to the cemetery without much conversation. Rachel was quiet, sleeping or nursing, and Ellie and Edna sat motionless, staring out the windows, each absorbed in her own thoughts.The lowering of the casket into the ground affected Patrick the worst; his sobs were heard over the words of the service. My eyes filled with tears too. I hadn't known Paul all that long, but he had treated me. I mean who would ever guess that the reason was her breasts spontaneously grew? That sentence sounded dumb inside my head. That’s not possible. I must have been seeing things. Maybe it was just like that glowing light yesterday, I saw it but nobody else did. Except that wasn’t true. Nobody saw or reacted to that light yesterday but Ms. Amara was definitely reacting to her suddenly larger boobs. The class was also reacting to her reaction. Eventually, I heard one dude whisper to his buddy about.