Once she stopped struggling I released my grip slightly and she allowed herself to be moved to the bed. The restraints were in place,I was practiced i... being able to fasten each of them one handed.Sitting astride her I quickly snapped them in place around her wrists.The feel of her beneath me,her twisted face,her heart beating ,I almost lost control.But that was not the plan.I wanted her,but I would take her when the fear,the excitement had reached the chosen moment. I moved,not totally. Anything? Danielle was annoyed, and speaking sharply and in an abrupt manner. Jamie felt like crying. She shook her head slightly. Nothing at all. Danielle said matter-of-factly. Alright. I dont see how you can pass this class. No! Please Ms. Johnson! My mom….my dad is hurt so bad, and mom is paying for this school and working so hard, putting in over-time all the time, and….oh, like, I canNOT fail this Ms. Johnson. Pleassssse… Jamie begged. I cant say you did work you didnt Jamie. Its not. The answering voices were mixed in their response. Some were cheerful, some were reluctant, and some were downright hostile. The King raised his glass once more."Now, at last, I ask you to enjoy yourself and to be merry on this joyful occasion!"The serving of the second course, a marinated beef roast, quelled most of the heated exchanges at the lower table. The King bent over to his sons."Take good note of who is your friend and who is your foe. Tonight, their emotions are on the surface."Macro. I was apprehensive about my meeting today. I worried about it for like two days. I was like this is gonna suck. I don’t want to talk about the Night of Hell, but I have to if I want to get better. My therapist is a Malaysian cutie with a Masters in counseling. She was very nice and easy to get along with. Today was mostly a meet and greet with a couple of explorations into the hot spots. For a youngster, she’s not too bad and her heart’s in the right place. We might be able to help each other..