I could lose myself in her lips forever. So soft, so hot, but I had other things I had to do. I urged her higher, taking one of her nipples in my mout... and sucking, lashing with my tongue and she whimpered again and pulled my head tighter. I had to almost fight to free myself, but when I took her other nipple in my mouth, she groaned and pulled to her again.She was straddling my thighs and I could feel the heat and feel how sopping wet her pussy was as it rubbed along the shaft of my cock. Her. I was in control, the adult me. She should do whatever it took to reprogram this subconscious voice that had these problems I wasn't feeling now.I didn't know what to make of all this new information. I was aware of what she was talking about, but I didn't think I owned it as a part any of the emotions I thought I now felt. As far as I was concerned, I was willing to call all of us even, and either go back to how things were before I got sick, or, if that wasn't possible, to begin everything. I left my house when i was 10 years old to be with my uncle in malayasia as my dad had passed away and he was not married so he liked me a lot and wanted to educate me. When i left my mom was jst 28years and my sis was 4years. When i was with my uncle i lived in a posh locality and was brought up there. I became interested in incest when i was abt 13. When i was 20 i decided to visit my mom and sis. It was almost 10years i seen them.I was really excited but due to the reading of all the incest. Moreover, I have got a girl child. Her future is the most important thing in my life. So I have decided not to go for any marriage again.’After dinner, while lying on my bed to sleep, I was seriously thinking about his question. His reference to my sexual fulfillment was a burning issue for me.After my husband’s death, I never had occasion to taste sex and I was rather starving for it. Before marriage, I extinguished the fire in me by resorting to frequent fingering and it looked quite adequate.