I was in the hotel room of another man. A man who had somehow aroused me. A day of firsts. I admitted it to him. Told him this wasn't something I'd ev...r done before, but he had attracted me in a way I'd never known before. He was OK with it. Could tell I was shy. Could tell I was surprised at myself...Asked me if I wanted to explore my interest. I told him yes. He went to take a shower and I sat watching TV. When he came back into the bedroom he was just wearing a short robe, toweling his hair. I weight about 210 pounds, have a very muscular build (thanks to the gym), and am 6'2" tall. I do not have any fat on my body, all muscle (except for the slight love handles), 6 pack showing. I grew up in a fairly large suburb and was raised in the Christian faith. I had grown to know around the age of 13 I had feelings about people of my own gender, but was ignorant of them and did not express them in the slightest publicly or privately... until I met James.James is 6'1", 195 pounds, and does. .. all of our study, all of the late night work in a certain paddock, all of the math ... we decide we donʼt need to go out of the way to give a public nod to Mr. Stud, in fact the sireʼs real name never appears on any paper which may fall into the hands of the everyday bettor -- the Joe Dunno -- god bless him and all his kin. So it is agreed by one and all that Mr. Dunno never knows of Mr. Stud. You are now telling me it his offspring -- Springtime Sunset of which we speak?”“Yes. And no.”“And. . ... but this morning, he hadn’t.He was gone. Nowhere to be seenQuickly, Emily hopped out of the bed, putting on the emergency outfit that Jack always left for her in the closet by the stairs – jeans, sweatshirt, tennis sneakers, a rubber band for a fast ponytail. Basically, the sort of ordinary, boring outfit she’d typically worn to school in what seemed like a lifetime ago, even if it was actually only weeks before. Being actually dressed for once at home felt really, really weird, but it.