When He spoke it was as if I never wanted to hear another sound, ever. All I needed was to hear His words and let them sink in to me. I don't rememb...r what He said but I remember that I had another flash of heat through me when I heard the words. I faintly remember Kelly taking Tom out of my sight and coming back with a drink. I kept staring at Him over the glass as Kelly poured the drink down my throat. He gave me more words and I was dropping my dress on the ground. The strangeness of. Who was dominant etc etc . I decided I had to do something this holiday. How??? that was the problem. How stupid am I ?? The internet. Find a gay bar. Taxi. Sorted. That was the plan....now how to get away... that's a problem. I would have to sleep on that one. Back to the hotel, and I was invigorated again. My plan in mind I was able to get rock hard and I satisfied her again...her not knowing that watching my cock sliding in her cunt, I saw as a strange mans cock sliding down my throat. How I. . I'll learn you proper . . . . . . you . . . . water hooligans!" "Come on," I said to Zak. "Let's go." That was it for tonight. I decided I'd had enough of this for one evening. In the old days I'd go on through half the night like that with my gang but I guess being away from this scene for a few years kind of made me stomach the killing a little bit less. Must be because it's been a busy day. Too much travel, too much going on. I bet a good night's sleep is just what I need right now.. Each time I came. After five or sixorgasms I was exhausted. I just lay back and reveled in feeling helpless. Afterabout an hour I released myself by rolling onto my side and pulling the weightrope off the end of the plank. I tugged the weight toward me until there wasenough slack in the rope to untie myself. If I had threaded the rope throughthe eyebolt, it would have been impossible to get loose. I did this many timesover several days.I wasn?t sure if Mom would be as understanding about self.