" And we could get into big trouble if we... took it any further." Right. So it didn't happen." Right."She glanced at me, trying to read the expressi...n in my face. But I knew she wouldn't be able to, since I had no idea what I was feeling right then. Here was my cousin, still a little girl compared to me, and I had just let her kiss me. Had I lost an opportunity? Or should I have even considered it an opportunity at all? Half of me thought it was creepy, and the other half wanted to just. Main sone ka dhong karta tha aur wo mere paas so kar mer peechhe se mer lund ko pakad kar ahalati thi. Aur main aankhe bandh kar ke maza leta tha. Maa apni chhati ko mere hatho se dabwati thi aur ek baar to mer lauda choos bhi liya tha. mai bhi acting karta tha aur maa ke chutaro ko maslata raheta tha. Ek baar maine bathroom khola to dekha ki maa adh nagi bith kar kapde dho rahi thi aur uski gaand ka chhed saaf dikhta tha. Main chupke se peechhe baith gaya aur maa ke gale lag gaya. Mer lauda. It mightnot be easy for you, with no limits on what I can do, but it will haveits rewards, too. Think about what you really want. I'll be back foryour decision. It might be the last decision you make about us for along while."She turned and strolled away, hips rolling. I shuddered and tried tofocus my thoughts. There would obviously be no turning back if Iagreed. She had pushed me past what I would have considered to be mylimits and I still wasn't sure how I felt about it. No middle. All the way home her father railed about the futility of educating peasants. It only caused insolence and lying. And, that father of his had been willing to back his son, against the word of a Lord's daughter, in an obviously blatant lie. Well, he was going to have them investigated. He wasn't through with that trash yet.Millicent barely heard him on the way back, she realized that she was interested in a young man for the first time she could remember and he was a poor but educated.