Gradually it got to the point that in my mind I took the part of Tom and sat beating my meat while it was Darlene with her legs wrapped around Mark. P...etty soon it was me sitting in that chair and watching Darlene fucking everybody who came to mind.What made things worse was that Tammy worked at the same company I did and I saw her damn near every day. And every day I saw her rekindled the images in my mind. I can honestly say that a day hadn't gone by since that party that I didn't think about. Once and a while I came back to fetch me some vodka-redbull and made sure to bump into him again, again with some touching his arm or knee while we talked some more.And again I went back to the dance floor. The day went on and at one point more and more people started to leave. Suddenly his mate came to me: “Hey Jan and me are going to his house to smoke some weed, and he’s a bit shy to ask if you’re interested to tag along, so he sent me.”Inside I giggled because of what I had done to Jan, and. There, with your questions, it is just one man wanting to explore the world, but doing that takes you away from all the great ideas that are being constructed here.Look at it from a practical starting point, with the basics. You want questions answered. So, why do you think you have to do that by yourself? You used a scout to find out things about the invader army for you, didn’t you? Why not use the same technique to find out about the Big Ship builders? Your world that you came from seems to. Infact from my point of view it could not work out better, for me that is,we both live in our separate flats, about three miles apart, mine being a'compact' suit single person one and Julies being a spacious apartment,would suit five people and their pets. However, that's life; I'm notjealous, honest?You see I have a secret, and that is I like dressing up in woman'sclothes, and pretending I'm a real woman, my girlfriend has no idea aboutthis, I get away with it all by doing it when we are not.