Most all of them are with girls. However, since I was 'alone with my fetish', I felt there was something wrong with me and 'was I gay?'. I didn't feel...like it. However, since I was a very fit young man with a raging, large penis, I spent simply so many hours masturbating in front of mirrors and things to look at my pantyhose, that the sight of an erect penis in pantyhose or tights, really turns me on. Probably conditioning from so much time seeing that image. Also in the early Leg Show. He explained that he was going through a hard time while the auto makers put the squeeze on him but he had a new contract in the works and expected to have a better cash flow soon. He promised to pay the debt and the vigorish within two weeks. I agreed to wait the two weeks.During that two weeks, Mr. Wade continued to gamble. And the more he gambled, the more he lost. Ten to twenty thousand a night went into the coffers of the casino, even if it was just in IOUs.On the fifteenth night after our. Well, lately I'm finding this more difficult." He paused for a moment and sighed thoughtfully. "It's getting to the point where I can't even concentrate anymore. When I'm lying in bed with my wife these thoughts are with me, clawing at me. Hell, I can't even get aroused without them--I have to let my mind wander into these dark places just to satisfy my wife ... and yet, for the sake of my family..." He clenched his teeth. " ... and my dignity, I cannot allow myself to submit to them--to these. His tutoring in the obscene practices was so strongly ingrained into her fiber that she plotted to pass it on to several other females of her acquaintance just to watch them squirm as they received the same treatment in front of her. It was deliciously wanton and depraved to ensnare some of the pretty younger wives into her little club of immoral behavior. She had discovered her penchant for "tasting" some of their juices like a sexual cannibal of the worst sort. She used her knowledge of herbs.