Or more to say I was lost in it.Nimrod joins me after he penned a note to Melville and Godiva. He quietly folds our Robes and my sheet and puts them a...ay. His movements are calm and practiced. I sit and just watch his hands.When he finishes he nudges me. "Come, we have to go visit you charges."I grasp his out stretched hands."Why bother," I am dishearten by the lack of progress I am making with them."You need to be consistent, They need that," his eyes tender, as he looks at me.Was he talking. She was only 15; it would be wrong, very wrong!The more I thought about that first message the more I started to smile.Mary asked me what I was smiling about.I told her I was thinking of that first IM she sent me.“Well,” she started, “if you still want one.” She ended with a slight lift of her eyebrows and a small smile.I couldn’t, it would be so wrong. Still it had been a few months since my last sexual encounter. No, I still couldn’t, it wouldn’t be right, she’s way too young.I looked back. When I woke up hungry at 9PM, I knew I had to get out of bed right that moment or risk never getting out. I showered and dressed in my off duty uniform. Jeans and a long sleeve knit tee shirt over an elastic strap they jokingly called a sports bra, so the could charge twenty bucks for it. They couldn't charge me that but they could some folks.I slipped the pistol rig onto my belt then pulled the medium weight field parka on over it all. I was hungry but my first stop was a walk through the. Okay. Roni?" Jack looked over at her with a quizzical glance. Asconfused as he looked, I noticed one other thing, his pants were startingto tent right around the crotch. If nothing else, my appearance washaving the desired effect on him."That's kind of the deal, if you don't mind. She's not crazy, but she'sjust a little out of sorts today. Show her a good time, she's not lookingfor a commitment," Roni explained. It was true enough. I really wasn'tlooking for a relationship, I just had a.