. I was lucky enough to live only 25 miles from the gay capitol of Britain and working near by as well gave me lots of opportunities to check out the ...cene and to see what's happening in the bars, clubs, beaches, toilets, and alleyways without being on the scene myself, I sometimes drove my car there on week nights and take a nice walk along the coastal paths and sit myself on the beach near the two piers, I would just sit there and watch all the gay activity going on under the pier, I worked. As for a mistake, No, having seen it in action I knew this was exactly what Chris needs. She is getting what Ive been unable to give her for so long which is what its really all about. I believe in our relationship and I certainly didnt have those same reservations I had two weeks ago, then I was almost overwhelmed by dread of the unknown. As for the humiliation, strangely I found it thrilled me, I suppose Ive been humiliated since I realised I was wanting in the sex department, what Chris was. I drank them in. Eighteen years of seeing fewer breasts than elephants in real life crashed into the dirt and exploded into ashes. Small breasts and large melons, pert tits and drooping hooters, ta-tas and bazongas, sweater puppies and air bags, all of them parading before me."Your keycards, sir," interrupted the desk clerk. She explained some details, including the fact that a tour that would be starting in just twenty minutes, and pointed me towards the elevators. I left the lobby and entered. " I never said the roses were red," Caleb replied. "How did you know that?" Hmm," Aaron replied, lost in thought, "damn I almost said too much."Shaking his head again, "I don't know, maybe I just pictured the scene and the color red just fit. Anyway, I'd love to stay and chat, but I must be off. Say goodbye to everyone again, for me. I should be back in a couple of days." Aaron wait," Caleb put out his hand. "What are you not telling me?" Caleb, I have known you all my life," Aaron began. "You.