When I dropped the unconscious Stephanie into my bed I was already exhausted. I didn't know what to do. I put a finger below her nostril. Stephanie wa... breathing normally. I put a finger on her neck. Her pulse was normal. I had a feeling she drank the wrong drink, one with some alcohol. I pulled the blanket over her and sat in my chair watching her trying to decide what to do. I couldn't come up with anything. I felt so tired after a while I slipped into Pete's bed.I was waked up by some noises. She lets out a humorless laugh and waves her finger at me. “Ha! Nope, you’re not getting to me. You’re never going to hurt me again.”I rub my fingers nervously into my sweaty palms. “How…how can I believe you? How do I know you won’t just do it even if I listen to you?”Her features soften, just for a moment. “Natalie, believe it or not I want this to be behind us as much as you do. I want to move on. I need to move on.”“Then move on!”She shakes her head. “I can’t. Not yet.” Her eyes glare down. She ground enough for one cup, made use of the small cafetière and added hot water to fill a mug. If the coffee was a bit watery, it was still a treat.How to dress? Uniform? Civvies? Scrubs? She ate her breakfast with the small t/v on. It was mostly ‘local’ news, of course. Information was available, if spotty, from the internet, but there was very little ‘official’ news from outside the area. A press release from the Committee informed her that science teams were planning to enter, very. You just lay there in silence looking up at the ceilingI pull out the massaging oil and begin gently massaging you moan as the massage releases tension you feel relaxed you feel the blood moving down there you open yourself up to me your body warms up every place I massageYou turn over wanting to feel my hands on you back… you turn your head and I massage your neck slowly gently … then you arch your back and I slowly move my hands down to your butt and I massage you and rub you Then I move.