" Thanks mum, I'd do it for nothing to help and I won't let you down. Whatdo we do now?" Well, the hair and makeup is booked for tomorrow, a de-fuzz a...d manicurealong with practice walking in heels is all we've really got time for. Ifwe are going to do this you must do everything I say. OK?" Fine let's do it."They went upstairs and Billy stripped off all his clothes and his motherhelped him to apply hair remover to his legs, arms and chest. Afterwardsas he watched the little hair he had grown. .” he whispered to himself.Yesterday... Shawn stood over his sleeping mother’s bed after finishing the circle. “You make it so easy, Mom, gettin’ dead drunk and leaving a lit cigarette right beside you,” he whispered, careful not to wake her. He spilled the rest of the bottle of whatever the fuck she had been drinking all around her, and then tossed the cigarette into it. The flame started easily, and within seconds the bed was a conflagration.What he hadn’t counted on was his mom waking up. Suddenly, she gasped and looked at John in the living room. Thomas had placed his hand on her backside. "Thomas," she whispered as she trembled, "behave." Yet, she made no move to push his hand away.Thomas could feel her warm and soft flesh under her thin dress. He squeezed her cheek gently and felt her tremble. "I'm pretty sure your finger touching me earlier was no accident," Thomas whispered.Amy blushed and then she went back to rinsing the dishes without answering.Thomas took her silence as. Itried it once, sleeping with another girl, but didn't really like it.It's strange but I like the idea of being a lesbian but not of sleepingwith another girl. I don't know, it's hard to put into words. Maybe itwas just that girl that I didn't like. Maybe if I had tried other girlsit might be different. But my problem is that while I like the idea ofbeing a lesbian, I much prefer men.I wasn't sure that I followed what she was getting at so I did somethingthat men don't often do, I said nothing.