"Yue rose and put the tankard aside, rubbing her furry chin with hersharp-nailed fingers. Jakkin suddenly felt a familiar unease deep insidehim. He ha... been asked to sacrifice things before, and he was now lessthan whole as a result. His expression darkened and he felt like therewas suddenly a pall hanging over the sun-illuminated workroom."If you're asking for my soul, it is long since spoken for," he said witha scoff.As Jakkin stared down at the floorboards, he heard a chuckle, thenlaughter.. Instead, lately you realised that you were thinking of girls and women more and more in that way. Of course there was the usual girl crush when you grew up, your room was still plastered with posters of Mila Kunis, Nathalie Portman, Vanessa Hudgens & Ashley Tisdale, Rihanna, Shakira, Arianna Grande, Selena Gomez, Miranda Cosgrove and few minor, not so famous actresses and singers. Lately you developed a huge crush on Katherine McNamara. She was smart, beautiful, famous, successfull and from. I know we cannot marry still i love you. I scolded her saying she might have forgotten our relationship and threatened her to tell her parent. She told she will commit suicide if i do so. Then she called me regularly. After 15/20 calls my patience loosen i still thought she is girl why not enjoy her. Next time she called me i told her ok. She then jumped in joy and told ” please come to my place when parents will not be there” i told her to inform when they are going out.The dream day came. She. She knew that she had to think very carefully about making the decision to let Bradley father her child. Though she was ready for motherhood, and had been for some time, she had to give a lot thought to who the child’s father should be. Alan would make a good daddy if he was the father too; she had no doubt about that, but what about being daddy to someone else’s child? Alan might well be caught up in all the sexual excitement of it now but what about five years down the line?His groan.